I'm in a mixed mood, right now.

Elated, tired, happy, pissy, frustrated and lazy. Ecstatic, content, mopey.

I'm suffering some mystery sickness again. My body loathes me, it makes me suffer heavily. My back hurts, my sides hurt, I get massive migraines, and feel incredibly tired. Did several piss tests, nothing there. Drew some blood, results should be back in another week or so...siiighhh.

Everyday life is pretty miserable, I feel like crap all the time. I can take pills, but I have to take a lot to make the pain go away. And then I'm all loopy and doped up and tired. Ffft can't really win.

Yet - I can't keep myself down in the dumps. For I have news that's awesome C:

# 1 - Mable's here. She's cute and pale and adorable, in all her little mute Jewness <333 - [link]

# 2 - I discovered a new antique store that has an incredibly vast space, and an even more incredible vast inventory, called Lazy Dog Antiques & Collectibles.

# 3 - The above antique store has original, authentic Nazi memorbilia (2 helmets and several medals....all of which I plan to buy)

# 4 - I bought an antique couch that's over 100 years old for $145 due to SLIGHT VERY VERY SLIGHT damage. She's on layaway but all I have to do is put another 95 bucks down and I can bring her home.

# 5 - I have these slutty little cherub postcards that make me smile something awful every time I look at them. They're naked, seductive, and look like children. They're every pedo's wet dream.

# 6 - I have found the perfect layout for my house. It even includes a spiral staircase, and it's a small, easy, open plan with lots of maneuverability. The spiral staircase was always mandatory for me, and it makes me very, very happy that it's included. Now...for the money. *fidget*

# 7 - I found a large, gorgeous plastic Rococo/baroque styled frame WITH a high quality vintage print by R. S. Dunning for only 3 bucks!

# 8 - THIS - [link] <--- oh god best vent game ever

#10 - Started getting back into the old school games...currently playing Medal of Honor for the PS1...when I can stand the headaches it causes, ha.

YEP.

I apologize for the lack of activiy. I just.

Feel like crap.

And very, very, very unmotivated.

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Also, again, is exceedingly desperate for commissions. For fuck's sake, they're super goddamn cheap, you can buy one with your pocket change, minus the lint. Please spread the word, if you can, maybe in a small blurb journal?

Thanks ~

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I'm going to go try to read some Bakura crap. 'Cause he makes me happy, no matter how shitty I feel.

It's funny...'cause Spongebob has the same effect on me.

....minus the raging boner.

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~ Commission Bullshit ~

Commission Info

~PestilenceRedefined 1 commish (paid)
- Raoul + Tristen yaoi/guro ~ Colored flats
- Gift art ~ Sketched
Cheese: 1 commish (paid) - Written IW x F x WG smut ~ Beginning progress
Carl: 1 commish (payment pending) - Dark reaper ~ Brainstorming

(If I owe you something, tell me)

People Who Owe Me

~kurokumo-yume 2 commish - monster bag, axolotl charm: neither paid for

~ Art Trade Bullshit ~

Art Trade Info

People Who I Owe
~syersHasFEETS 1 trade -Fifi ~ Colored
~korychan 1 trade -Ebony x Ancel ~ Coloring
=Yagami0Light 2 trades- Elric of Melnibone ~ Brainstorming, Alan ~ Sketched
(If I owe you something, tell me)

People Who Owe Me

=xGlowStyx 1 trade – D
~Lolly-Dono 2 trades - Haku: Shota esque, Sexy Axolotl Chick
~lolshelb 1 trade - Griffin x Ebony
~mininessie 1 trade - Molotov Cocktease
~syersHasFEETS 1 trade - Ebony
~CheshireCat07 1 trade - Ebony/Holocaust humor
=Ryosuke01 2 trades - Kenny, Bakura
!bowerydweller 1 trade - Molotov Cocktease
~korychan 1 trade - Ebony & Holocaust
=Yagami0Light 1 trade - Morte

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Collaboration Info

People Who I Owe

(If I owe you something, tell me)

People Who Owe Me

- None

Contests ~

=MoonLightTiger Her OC + Mine (Dec 31st) [link] - Brainstorming
*Nightmare-chan22 Holiday Bones/Charlotte (Jan 1st) [link] - Brainstorming
*NizhoniWolf OC background (Jan 31st) [link] - Brainstorming

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